Change - How Am I Doing So Far? | Sheryl Steines
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Change – How Am I Doing So Far?

Making the Change

I made a change about three weeks ago, when I decided I was done with my pity party; I had been having it for almost six years.

Making changes was easier than I expected it to be. I'm basing that on my past experiences of worrying and fretting and not sleeping.

It wasn't just a change of view, it was a change of attitude. I decided, ‘Out of sight, out of mind.'

While I love my kids and want the best for them, I decided that I can't worry about whether or not they're making friends, joining groups or getting good grades. They are adults. The most I can do, at this point in their lives, is to be there to support them.

So How's It Going?

Surprisingly well. I've been sleeping better without the constant worry. I've been present in my own life. I've written a short story to accompany my urban fantasy book series, I started writing my memoirs.

Change is never easy because it means you need to go from the familiar to the unknown. That is what scares us.

We all know where we want to go. It just that sometimes we're just too scared to do what we need to do to get there. I hate to say it, but it was familiar living in that pity party and I knew while I lived there, it wasn't a good place to be.

In times like that we need to remember that we are responsible for our own happiness, regardless of the ups and downs. My life is still complicated, I still have serious issues concerning my children, but I also have me and my life and if I can't find my happiness away from all of the craziness, than I will always be sad, angry and upset. I decided I don't want that.

In the short few weeks since giving up the pity party, I have made changes in other areas of my life and decided to put myself first. I'm giving up sugar, I'm committed to eating food that will nourish me, not feed my emotions, and I've started going to yoga again.

All this, because I finally decided I'm worth the time and energy.

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