Up at Night

Up at Night

Up at night
Thoughts are filled with you
Turmoil, fear and worry

Love is pain
Dark black whirlpools squeeze and suffocate me

No rest through the worry
No joy on this journey

I can no longer remember you before
Your face has changed
Your words are strong, defiant
I have a difficult time recalling you

A piece of me is lost in a turbulent sea
And forever, nothing will be the same

I lie awake at night
New worries, anxiety creeps and crawls inside
Trepidation on this new path
It’s chocked and tangled with weeks
This direction is new, foreign, scary

It doesn’t always turn out as we plan

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